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hi evryone! karon p ko usab nkachek diri since ..... bsta dugay na. gkapoy man gud ko ky sa una puros lg ben comics ang sulod. hehe..hi nek! neway, nog, unsa na jd imo numbr??? mine is 09192654330. hoi, asa nman imo ingon na pic ni zoe?? ipost na dri bi para d mi pirmi mabitin sa imo stories na cute na xa,etc. :) hapit na mi grad. tentative sked s april 21. balik nami davao sa may.unta mkauli ka. dugay p ko guro kbalik bohol.hello sa tnan,dri lg sa ko kutob. ogie

Love

No one falls in love by choice, it is by
CHANCE.
No one stays in love by chance, it is by
WORK.
And no one falls out of love by chance, it
is by
CHOICE..

To my friends who are NOT SINGLE:
Love isn't about becoming somebody
else's "perfect person". It's about finding
someone
who helps you become the best person
you can
be.

To my friends who are SINGLE:
Love is like a butterfly. The more you
chase it, the
more it eludes you. But if you just let it
fly, it will
come to you when you least expect it.
Love can
make you happy but often hurts. Love's
only
special when you give it to someone who
is really
worth it. So take your time and choose
the best.

To my friends who are PLAYBOY/GIRL
TYPE:
Never say "I love you" if you don't care.
Never talk
about feelings if they aren't there. Never
touch a life
if you mean to break a heart. Never look
in the eye
when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing
a guy can
do to a girl is to let her fall in love when
he doesn't
intend to catch her fall.

To my friends who are MARRIED:
Love is not about "it's your fault," but "I'm
sorry."
Not "Where are you," but "I'm right here."
Not "How could you," but "I understand."
Not "I wish you were," but "I'm thankful
you are."

To my friends who are ENGAGED:
The true measure of compatibility is not
the years
spent together but how good you are for
each other.

To my friends who are HEARTBROKEN:
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and
cut as
deep as you allow them to go. The
challenge is not
how to survive heartbreaks but to learn
from them.

To my friends who are NAIVE:
How to be in love: fall but don't stumble;
be
consistent but not too persistent; share
and never
be unfair; understand and try not to
demand; and
get hurt but never keep the pain.

To my friends who are POSSESSIVE:
It breaks your heart to see the one you
love happy
with someone else, but it's more painful
to know
that the one you love is unhappy with
you.

To my friends who are AFRAID TO
CONFESS:
Love hurts when you break up with
someone. It
hurts even more when someone breaks
up with
you. But, love hurts the most when the
person you
love has no idea how you feel.

To my friends who are STILL HOLDING
ON:
A sad thing about life is when you meet
someone
and fall in love, only to find out in the
end that it
was never meant to be and that you have
wasted
years on someone who wasn't worth it. If
he isn't
worth it now, he's not going to be worth it
a year or
10 years from now. Let go...

National United Methodist Youth Fellowship

National United Methodist Youth Fellowship

The Gift

He stood undecidedly before the glass window, surveying the various food-flavored lotions and shower gels, shifting his weight from one foot to the other. He had always hated shopping. But he had to. He knew Natalie would kill him (and probably glory in it) if he ever went to her without a gift. She actually sent him off on this errand specifically. "Go na, hon, and buy a gift." She waved him away imperiously, even before he crossed the threshold of her garage. "Mamaya, it'll be too traffic na and you might be late." "Okay," he sighed, bussing her forehead. "What do you want ba?" "Basta get me something that would be for me lang ha?" She smiled greedily, "Not for both of us." "Fine," he said, and giving her one last hug, went back into his car to go to the mall. Two minutes later, he received a text from her. Ups, sori, hapi vday pla. He chuckled now as he thought of the love of his life. He knew Nat since way back but only realized he loved her a few years ago. Which was really stupid of him since he couldn't imagine life without her. Deciding against the raspberry bath confetti he picked up at the counter, he put the glass tube down and went out of the store. She probably had one already. Walking randomly, he passed a video store and thought of buying her the extended version of her favorite film: The Lord of the Rings. He knew the movie quite well, remembering the first time they watched it. She was burrowed in his arms while she swooned over the male leads (whom he privately thought were a bunch of fairies). It was after watching that movie when she confided his friend Ron had been making moves on her. "Well, you're pretty kasi eh. Does he bother you ba?" he had asked, just a teeny bit concerned but making a mental note to talk to Ron if she said he was making a nuisance of himself. She shook her head, looking pensive. "No, it's fine." Then she smiled brightly at him. "Carry ko naman eh, me pa?" So he decided not to talk to Ron. Suddenly remembering his buddy, he picked up a T2 dvd (Ron's all time favorite film) and paid for it. He was out of the store when he realized he hadn't bought Natalie anything. He shrugged and decided to have a look around first. If he couldn't find anything special, he'll just come back for pansy Legolas. He sighed again, looking at a vast array of jewelry. The rings would look really good on her small hands. But then Natalie isn't really fond of jewelry. Being quite accident prone, she either lost them or got cut by them, and he wasn't going to risk it. Besides, he thought that the ring she'd be wearing soon would be quite enough. Running his hand briskly through his hair, he frowned at the shop windows. It's hard enough for a guy to find the perfect gift, but for such a special lady. He knew what he wanted to find. Something that would tell her how much he loved her BUT without being mushy. Natalie hated mush. "Ickle, Jake, you know I hate 'prom' music." She grimaced as she furiously jabbed at the buttons of his cd player. "Don't you have real music here?" She flipped through his cd case in disgust. "When I get married, I'll have head-banging music. And anybody who requests for anything 'senti' can go plan their own wedding!" He just smiled and nodded. He was quite prepared to let her do whatever she wanted. It was when he decided to take a breather when the idea finally hit him. He sprinted over to Starbucks and looked at the thermos collection. Being coffee addicts, he and Natalie frequented the caf and once, she pointed at the small silver flask they had on sale. "Dream ko yan." She sighed. "What? The thermos?" He asked, puzzled. "Yeah." "Then why don't you buy one?" "Kasi, it has to be given. You know, I have this romantic dream. That before I go to work in the morning, just when I'm about to step in the car ha, my Prince Charming will come over from the shadows outside our house and he'll give me a thermos full of caf _mocha to take to the office. Di ba romantic?" She gazed dreamily at the silver flask. "Basta I'll marry the guy who does that." He picked up the silver thermos and approached the lady at the counter with his request. Fifteen minutes later, he was driving along the highway to meet her but the traffic jam was horrendous. She had texted him twice already. Wru na? Ur l8. Grrr. He texted her back. Sori hon. I'l follow n lng s hotel. C u! Later when he was walking up the staircase to the restaurant where she was waiting, he wondered whether he intentionally tried to be late. Holding his gift tightly, he told himself that it's too late to have cold feet. Then he saw her and felt the butterflies in his stomach morph into dragons. She's so beautiful in that white dress. "I'm going to look like Galadriel," she had told him after she shopped for her dress. "You'd give Cate Blanchett a run for her money." He answered fondly. And she did. He walked slowly towards her until she looked up and saw him. Her face lit up in a lovely smile. "Jake! Hay, I thought you'd never come eh. I'll never speak to you again if you stood me up today of all days." "I had trouble finding you the perfect gift eh. O, eto na." He handed her the flask. "Oh," she said, staring at the thermos in her hands. "Oh." She looked up at him, blinking back tears. "I don't know what to say." "No need," he whispered, brushing his fingers against her cheek. "Basta be happy ha?" She nodded. Then she turned and beckoned to Ron. "Darling, Jake is here." "Uy, pare, how come you weren't there sa church? I had to drag a cousin to be my best man tuloy." Ron grinned at him, throwing an arm around his bride. "Sorry, pare, super ang traffic." Then Jake shook his friend's hand. "Congrats. I'm happy for you. Take care of Nat ha?" Take care of her for me.

Believe it or not...

A cockroach will live nine days without its head, before it starves to death. A crocodile cannot stick its tongue out. A pig's orgasm lasts for 30 minutes. A snail can sleep for three years. All Polar bears are left-handed. American Airlines saved $40,000 in 1987 by eliminating one olive from each salad served in first-class. Americans on average eat 18 acres of pizza every day. An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain. Babies are born without knee caps. They don't appear until the child reaches 2 to 6 years of age. Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour. Butterflies taste with their feet. Cats have over one hundred vocal sounds, dogs only have about ten. Cat's urine glows under a black light. China has more English speakers than the United States. Donald Duck comics were banned in Finland because he doesn't wear pants. Dueling is legal in Paraguay as long as both parties are registered blood donors. Elephants are the only animals that can't jump. Every time you lick a stamp, you're consuming 1/10 of a calorie. February 1865 is the only month in recorded history not to have a full moon. Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure. I am. is the shortest complete sentence in the English language If Barbie were life-size, her measurements would be 39-23-33. She would stand seven feet, two inches tall and have a neck twice the length of a normal human's neck. If the population of China walked past you in single file, the line would never end because of the rate of reproduction. If you fart consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. If you keep a goldfish in a dark room, it will eventually turn white. If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days, you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. In ancient Egypt, priests plucked EVERY hair from their bodies, including their eyebrows and eyelashes. In the last 4000 years, no new animals have been domesticated. It's impossible to sneeze with your eyes open. Leonardo Da Vinci invented the scissors. Marilyn Monroe had six toes. Michael Jordan makes more money from Nike annually than all of the Nike factory workers in Malaysia combined. More people are killed by donkeys annually than are killed in plane crashes. No word in the English language rhymes with month. Nutmeg is extremely poisonous if injected intravenously. On average, people fear spiders more than they do death. One of the reasons marijuana is illegal today is because cotton growers in the '30s lobbied against hemp farmers, they saw it as competition. Only one person in two billion will live to be 116 or older. Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing. Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed people do. Shakespeare invented the word "assassination" and "bump." Some lions mate over 50 times a day. Starfish haven't got brains. Stewardesses is the longest word typed with only the left hand. The ant always falls over on its right side when intoxicated. The average human eats eight spiders in their lifetime at night. The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds. The cruise liner, Queen Elizabeth 2, moves only six inches for each gallon of diesel that it burns. The electric chair was invented by a dentist. The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. The most common name in the world is Mohammed. The name of all the continents end with the same letter that they start with. The name Wendy was made up for the book "Peter Pan." The Pentagon, in Arlington, Virginia, has twice as many bathrooms as is necessary. When it was built in the 1940s, the state of Virginia still had segregation laws requiring separate toilet facilities for blacks and whites. The sentence, "The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog" uses every letter in the English language. The shortest war in history was between Zanzibar and England in 1896. Zanzibar surrendered after 38 minutes. The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue. The word "lethologica" describes the state of not being able to remember the word you want. The word racecar and kayak are the same whether they are read left to right or right to left. There are two credit cards for every person in the United States. TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters on only one row of the keyboard. Women blink nearly twice as much as men. You are more likely to be killed by a Champagne cork than by a poisonous spider. You can't kill yourself by holding your breath. You share your birthday with at least nine million other people in the world.

A Story About Two People

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road... Girl: Slow down. Im scared. Guy: No this is fun. Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. *Girl hugs him* Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me. (In the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1 last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. Would you do this for someone?? If so, repost it... *grabe! touching ha....:)

Are you an 80s kid?

1.) You have scars on your knees and elbows 2.) You owned a bike 3.) You had a barkada around your neighborhood (all of you had bikes) 4.) You loved climbing on your house's roof (and your neighbor's roof as well) 5.) You went inside an abandoned house in your neighborhood just to see what it looks like inside (ghost hunting) 6.) You ate all the aratilis in your neighborhood 7.) You plucked all the gumamelas in the area for soap bubbles 8.) Your parents forced you to take afternoon siestas with the threat that you will not be allowed to play outside. 9.) You are never found in your house in the afternoon. You are often found playing in the street with your neighborhood friends. 10.) You loved exploring vacant lots for hidden knick-knacks 11.) You just can't resist jumping in a sandpile 12.) You know all the street games (patintero, agawan base, langit-lupa, etc., etc.) 13.) You owned a family computer. 14.) Your hand-to-eye coordination is terrific due to family computer. 15.) You'd rather go outdoors in the afternoon than play familycomputer. 16.) You gleefully boast that games today are so easy because of the character's life bar (remember when we used to play Mario? we died the minute a goomba hit us) 17.) You know this code by heart UP-UP-DOWN-DOWN-LEFT-RIGHT-LEFT-RIGHT-B-A-B-A-START (select-start for 2 players) 18.) You owned a superhero costume (especially a superman costume) 19.) For the girls: You dressed up like Punky Brewster, Madonna and Debbie GibsonFor the boys: You dressed up like David Hasselhoff's knight rider, David Bowie or had Clarke Kent's little bangAnd now you think that the 80's had the suckiest dress sense. 20.) You had a denim jacket 21.) You had a sticker book especially that Age of Dinosaurs sticker book. 22.) You were addicted to rainbow brite, carebears, my little pony, thundercats, bioman, voltes v, mazinger z, daimos, etc., etc. 23.) You played pc games like tapper, moonbugs, alley cat and prince of persia. 24.) Ms Word did not exist in your vocabulary but Wordstar did! 25.) You love 80's music even if you don't want to admit it. 26.) You've climbed up mango trees to catch salagubang, tie a sting around its neck and let it fly around in frenzy 27.) You've spent hours in the afternoon catching tutubi... yellow-green was the easiest to catch, blue being finicky, and red being a rare breed... 28.) You used to take Flinstones vitamins (which you didn't mind cause it was yummy) and Scott's li ver oil 29.) You know the cartoon show, Beverly Hills Teens 30.) You know Kuya Bodgie from Batibot 31.) You watch Uncle Bob's Lucky Seven Club 32.) You used AQUA NET to fashion ur 4-inch-high bangs. 33.) Your blouses had paddings. 34.) You owned wide studded colorful belts. 35.) You watched some of your favorite shows on betamax or even UHF 17 (the channel from Clarke Air Base - or was it Subic?) 36.) You collected and swapped; perfumed stationeries with your classmates and friends, but followed the unwritten rule that you never write on them. 37.) The only place you go to for summer vacation is BAGUIO ! 38.) On that note, camp john hay served BEST ice cream 39.) Most of us were brought to the EDSA revolution 40.) You remember what Ricky Martin used to look like back then 41.) ...when you thin k that Julie Vega is a better actress that Judy Ann 42.) You get confused playing playstation because of all the buttons on the keypad (nintendo only had the direction pad, a & b buttons and the start & select keys ) 43.) You know all the Bagets and Ninja Kids 44.) You got to ride the train ride at greenhills shopping center 45.) Magic Johnson and Larry Bird were the players at the time 46.) ...when you know more 80's music than the song Buttercup 47.) You were allowed to bathe in the rain 48.) You were taught to comb your hair one-sided 49.) You've collected matangpusa and mongo beans so you can have ammunition for sumpit 50.) You knew who madam bola and sitsiritsit and alibangbang were . 51.) Every Christmas you anticipate going to BIG Bang sa Alabang- with the giant slide. 52.) You k now the Ewoks 53.) You had Mighty Kid shoes and Greg shoes. 54.) You know what Time Space Warp means (and you know who Fuma Lae-Ar is) 55.) You and your barkada had a specific Bioman name. 56.) You sucked all the nectar from the santan plant hence your mother got really pissed at you for destroying the santan plant. 57.) You played with marbles and text (yung cards ha!!!) And you count cards like this: I-SA, DALA-WA, TAT-LO, A-PAT... walo na iyon! 58.) For girls: You wore denim miniskirts with rubber shoesFor guys: You had those bitin na pantalon which you wore with high-top rubber shoes!!! 59.) You loved cheezels and chicakdees because of the great prizes it had! (remember sticky hands, bear popups, and the stick on tattoos which were banned due to drugs daw?) 60.) Puffy cone still existed!!! 61.) Sosy ka if you bought a Ma gnolia drumstick 62.) Twin Popsies were meant to be shared with a friend. 63.) Ice Drop was the cheapest treat. 64.) You have those disney bow biters for your rubber shoes 65.) You know who Alf is. 66.) You're familiar with the show Perfect Strangers. 67.) Idol mo si McGyver. 68.) That's Entertainment ang the bomb nung mga panahon na yun. 69.) Sikat ka kapag alam mo ang wordstar at lotus 1,2,3 70.) Six digits lang ang telephone number niyo dati. 71.) Tatlong .25 cents lang eh makakatawag ka na sa pay-phone. 72.) Cute pa si Aiza non sa Eat Bulaga. 73.) Si Amado Pineda pa ang nagbabalita ng panahon 74.) You drank Chocolate milk from the Magnolia glass bottle which you kept for holding water in your ref. 75.) Brown Cow tasted better than Hersheys! 76.) Shake Rattle and Roll 1 was the most horrifying movie for you then. 77.) The most comfortable shoes for you is still Sperry Topsiders. 78.) Dress shoes mo eh loafers pa rin. 79.) The best movies of all time are pretty in pink, breakfast club, 16 candles and some kind of wonderful 80.) You show off your pencil case which have hidden compartments that pop-out at the press of a button... 81.) You have Bensia pencils which are refillable... 82.) Fiesta carnival was the place to be (kumbaga enchanted kingdom sya ng 90's) 83.) Takot kang mag-year 2000 ksi baka magunaw ang mundo. 84.) Masarap ang Goya and Serg's. 85.) Nakakasakay ka pa sa kotseng walang aircon. 86.) You know the lyrics ng Tinapang Bangus at Alagang-alaga namin si Puti ng Batibot. 87.) You know these commercials:a. Y C BIKINI BRIEF - remember this one? Yc bikini brief /yc bikini brief / yc bikini brief for the man who packs a wallop / YC had fashion / YC has style...b. RA Homevision - those guys from cash and carry makati couldn't have done it better. Sports. Adventure. Cartoons. Award Winners and More.Featuring the voice talent of Frankie Evangelista. I will never forget the creepy hand at the start of the ad. Parang ET na nasa spaceship!c. Arthur's Legaspi Towers - nuff said.d. La Germania Mama Mia commercials - dito 88.) Bumibili ka ng caramel candy, texas or bazooka bubblegum, tira-tira at tootsie roll sa tindahan 89.) Naabutan mo pa na korteng flower ang singko 90.) You're familiar with this song: si nena ay bata pa, kaya ang sabi niya ay um-ah-um-ah-ah. hanggang patanda siya nang patanda at pabastos ng pabastos hehehe! _________________________

Just Friends

JUST FRIENDS ? By Susan Nikaido If my sources are correct, the following scenario isplayed out frequently among the world of Christiansingles. It happens on both sides of the gender line,but allow me to talk about it from my own femaleperspective.A man meets a woman and begins to show interest inher. He asks her to spend time with him on a regularbasis : hiking, biking, watching videos. He calls herat least once a week just to talk. He begins tellingher about the deeper things in his heart and invitesher to share at this level as well.He sends her mushy "friendship" cards and tells herthat she means a great deal to him. He may become alittle affectionate : the hugs begin to linger.The relationship has been defined as friendship, if ithas been defined at all. But after all this specialattention, the woman is definitely feeling more. Soshe asks the guy what's going on.To her surprise, he does a quick about-face. Heinsists they are just friends. After that, he avoidsher, leaving her hurt and bewildered. She feelsrejected - she has lost not only a romantic interest(she thought) but worse, a close and trusted friend.And she feels stupid. Did she really misread all thosesignals?After I experienced this as a single woman, I asked afriend my friend "Joe" to help me understand why guysdo this. After I told him my woeful tale, he said, "Idid that to somebody once.""What? Why would you ever do such a thing?" I asked."We were getting too close, and it scared me," hesaid.This helped me understand why the "just friends"syndrome is so widespread. A guy wants to get to knowa girl, but without the pressure of dating. So hespends a lot of time with her, treating her in manyways like a girlfriend but defining the relationshipas friends. This way, if it begins to look likethere's no future in the relationship, or he's notready to "get serious," he can back away with no messybreakup. It sounds like a nice arrangement - for theguy.But that approach can be a problem for the woman. If aman tells a woman he just wants to "be friends" but hetreats her like it's more than friendship, she willbelieve his behavior instead of his words. It sets herup for a big disappointment. Or if he invokes the"just friends" mantra after being asked about thenature of the relationship, but then promptly beginsto distance himself from the friendship, again, hisactions do not match his words.He may think he's sparing her feelings by avoiding abreakup. But by defining the relationship as afriendship, he hurts her even more deeply when hedisappears. A dating relationship comes with certainrisks. But she expects a friendship - especially sucha close one - to continue. Think about it this way : Abroken dating relationship says only, "I don't want tomarry you"; a broken friendship says to her, "I don'twant/value you on any level."Taking a woman down this path violates two scripturalprinciples. First, it's dishonest. The apostle Paulsaid that it was the way of the world - not of a godlyman - to say "yes, yes" and "no, no" in the samebreath (2 Cor. 1:17).A man of integrity will call a relationship what itis. Second, it is not kind or loving. The "justfriends" approach may be safer for the guy, but it isharmful to the woman. In effect, he is asking her forthe rewards of a dating relationship - companionship,emotional intimacy, even affection - without theresponsibility. He is playing with her heart, and herheart will probably get broken.But what if a guy does only want to be friends - orwants to develop a friendship before he decides todate?It's pretty simple. He just treats the woman like allhis other friends. He doesn't spend more time with heror call her more often than he does his other friends.He usually invites other people along when he getstogether with her. He doesn't pick up the tab whenjust the two of them go out. He avoids complimentsthat might communicate she is "special" to him. Helets her know he spends time with other women. He'sextremely careful about showing any physical affection* even playful shoves or hugs.If, after getting to know her from a safe emotionaldistance, he wants a deeper relationship, he tells herthat he wants to date her.What if you are not thinking about more thanfriendship, but she asks about your intentions? Tellher you appreciate her friendship, but be honest aboutwhere you are. Above all, though it may be awkward fora while, continue to be her friend.Years ago, I began to be attracted to a male friend.Though I hadn't really been getting any signals thathe was interested in me, I knew it would help settlemy emotions to hear it from him. I asked. He affirmedme as a person but told me gently - but clearly - thathe thought of me only as a friend. And then he did awonderful thing. He kept being my friend. Though ithurt a little to learn I wasn't attractive to him inthat way, it helped to know he still valued me andwanted me around. This was nearly 15 years ago, andthough we have both moved to different states andmarried, we are friends to this day.Women can be great friends. But guys, unless you areready for a dating relationship, please be careful totreat us "as sisters, with absolute purity" (1 Tim.5:2), not as girlfriends, nor as something in between.Your honesty - with yourself and with us- will bepleasing to the LORD, and prevent hurtful confusionfor your sisters in Christ.In the ocean of life. God is our buoyant force.No matter how strong the wind and how giagantic the waves are, we shall not sink as long as we are anchored on HIM.

Noong in love ka pa

NOONG IN-LOVE KA PA Ang sarap ng in-love. Sa unang beses niyo mag-date tapos naramdaman niyo ang sinasabi nilang "spark" nako, magkaharap pa kayo naiisip mo na ang bukas Para matawagan mo na siya at maayang makipag-date ulit, pero sa susunod kayong dalawa na lang. Hindi ka mapakali pag wala siya sa tabi mo o hindi mo siya nakakausap sa isang araw, sigurado at sigurado tatawagan mo siya sa opisina, sa bahay at pag wala doon maglo-load ka sa cellphone mo at uubusuin ang 300 na prepaid sa loob ng isang tawag na wala naman ibang laman kundi bungisngis, kamustahan at kuento tungkol sa lahat ng sama ng loob mo sa mga ex mo. At ang goodbye sa telepono ay nde matapos-tapos, hindi niyo malaman kung sino ang unang magbababa at umaasa kang me "Take care" sa huli. Me email pa yan sa umaga para masabi mo sa kanya na masaya ka na nakapag-usap kayo. Minsang gumimik kayo at upbeat ang sounds, hala! sayaw ka kahit parehong Kaliwa nag mga paa mo, pero gusto niyang sumayaw kaya sige sasayaw ka na rin. Kahit ilang mule, arctic at sub-zero ang orderin niya wala kang pakialam, mas mabuti nga kse nga puede mo na siyang akbayan at I-hug pag medio lasing na siya, pag hindi siya pumalag nako! score! para kang nasa langit. Malamang, matapos mo siyang ma-hug eh ayaw mo nang maligo at lagi mong naaalala ang scent ng pabango niya na me halong amoy alcohol na pero para sa yo mabango pa din siya. At siempre tuwing matapos kayong gumimik eh ayaw mo pa rin matapos ang gabi kaya hihirit ka pa ng coffee, kahit isandaan ang isang baso, "So what?!?" kamo, pera lang yan ang importante kasama mo siya. Masaya ka rin pag na-traffic kayo kse makakapagkuentuhan pa kayo pauwi. Matiyaga mong inaral ang pagda-drive ng manual gamit lang ang isang kamay kse yun isa hawak yun kamay niya o nakadantay sa hita niya habang nag mamaneho ka. Araw-araw magmamakaawa ka na ihatid mo siya at kung puede ka rin niyang Ihatid pauwi, at kung lulusot baka pati lunch eh puede na rin na kayo ang maging lunchmates. Pag me free time ka eh nasa bookstore ka para nagtingin ng mga puedeng ibigay na greeting cards. Nakalimutan mo na ang barkada mo, para sa yo malaking abala lang sila sa napakagandang lovelife mo kesehodang magtampo pa sila sa yo at magsolian na kayo ng kandila sa inaanak mo sa kanila. At kung aalis man kayo nde ka magkasya sa pagte-text lang sa lab mo, kelangan mong pumunta sa banyo para lang magkarinigan kayo pag tinawagan mo siya at sabihin na nde ka nag-eenjoy at mas gusto mo na siya ang kasama. Pagdating ng weekend nako para kang intsik! alas dies pa lang ng umaga nasa kanila ka na at me dalang suhol na breakfast para sa nanay niyang nakasimangot dahil natutulog pa ang anak niya eh andun ka na. Pagdating ng gabi kahit antok na antok na siya eh ayaw mo pa ring umuwi, hinihintay mong makatulog siya sa mga bisig mo para makanakaw ka ulit ng kiss. Iniisip mo rin kung kelan ka kaya niya ipapakilala sa friends niya? Nung kayo na, lahat ng monthsary ice-celebrate niyo, me kasama pang surprise na regalo at date. At nde miminsan mong nabanggit na gusto mo na siyang Pakasalan at wala nang ibang babae sa puso at wala ka nang makikita na katulad niya. AFTER ONE YEAR Mahal ang gimik sa bar, mas maganda kung kakain na lang kayo sa Jollibee at manonood ng sine. Wag na kayo magkape, masyadong mahal with matching comment na "Leche, me ginto ba yan?" Mas gusto mo nang kasama barkada mo dahil "minsan" lang kayo magkita sa isang linggo. Pgakahatid mo sa kanya, nagmamadali kang umuwi sa gabi dahil pagod ka na sa trabaho. Pumapasok at umuuwi na siya mag-isa dahil nde mo siya masusundo dahil puyat ka. Syet! wag ka niyang pipiliting sumayaw at nakakahiya. Anong tawag? Sa load mong 300, mauubos yun at 1 beses mo lang tinext (against 245 na text niya sa yo) at 3 minutes mo siyang natawagan. Naubos ang load mo kakatawag sa mga barkada mo at kaka forward ng joke sa kanila. Pag weekend mas gusto mong manood na lang ng TV o matulog. Pupunta ka lang Pag tumawag na siya at nagmamakaawang dalawin mo naman siya at me suhol na ipinagluto ka niya. Kahit automatic na kotse mo nde mo pa rin makuhang hawakan ang kamay niya habang namamaneho ka. Magastos ang mga monthsary, kung anniversary niyo nga eh wala kang regalo, monthsary pa?!? Mag-uusap kayo? Baket me problema ba? Kung wala, isang oras kang manonood ng TV habang siya eh nakatutulog na kahihintay na kausapin mo siya. Miss na niyang ini-email mo siya,sagot mo? "Jusko naman araw-araw na Tayong nag-uusap ano pa ba naman ang sasabihin ko sa yo? Baka gusto mo pa ng card?!?" Pag aayain ka niya para gumimik with her friends ang sagot mo? "Utang na loob, kung gusto mong lumabas kasama friends mo ikaw na lang mag-isa at naiilang ako." Pero pag lalabas kayo with your friends umiinit ulo mo pag tahimik siya pag nagjo-joke sila tungkol sa inyo ng ex mo sabay tanong "Nde ka ba nag-eenjoy? Buiset, umuwi na nga lang tayo!" At tungkol naman sa kasal..."Jusko naman, nde mo ba ako maintindihan?!? Wala pa akong pera saka nde ko maiisip yan ngayon! Sana wag ka namang makulit." Sa lahat ng ito, ngingiti na lang siya, iisipin lahat ng ginagawa mo noong nanliligaw ka pa malamang umaasa pa yun na babalik yun dati sabay buntung-hininga at sabi ng malakas..."Kay sarap ng in-love."